It's a state of mind

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"..I feel so.."

welcome again...

It's a lately night...when most of everything get rest for awhile...
preparing for the better day than before...
when you realized about the old dayz that you already done...
do you ever think..that you want to fix it again...to be a better one..?
i'm sure everybody luv to do it...hehehehe...

but...life is not like a fiction story...that you can replay back to the time that you want fix it....
life is about something that you want to step on with the different color...the bright one...
the color that anger...become stronger...your unfaithful..become your confidence..so you can't feel your pain again...
it's not an easy way...to get you through it all...
we are not the perpect one...
you still feel your anger...confusing about how your life is gonna be...
so many problems to deal with...

that's just normal...
problems is a part of life....you got to face it....like it or not....
never be affraid to fall...with that way...you will understand how precious your life is...
your pain...your tears...your smile....your bright eyes...just feel it..learn from it...like it or not...
don't ever to run away...even it's hurt...it's better to face to truth...how your life is bitter or sweet...taste it as you like...

lenny kravitz says :
"..The future's in our present hands
Let's reach right in
Let's understand
If you want it you've got to believe.."

".. God is in your face
Offering us eternal grace
If you want it you've got to believe
'Cause being free is a state of mind
We'll one day leave this all behind
Just put your faith in God
And one day you'll see it .."

we are just the stupid one..so..keep on learning always...

the journey to Palangka Raya

back again..!!
agak telat nulisnya, tapi gapapa, yang penting bisa dicritakan disini...hehhehee... kmarin, hari jumat seminggu yang lalu, my mom maen ke kalimantan, ke temennya di palangka raya, trus mo ke banjarmasin, nengokin anaknya yang paling ganteng ( hahahaha..sori bob..). mom minta dijemput, jadi, aq harus ke palangka raya, walaupun agak males klo bayangin perjalannya ntar ( 5 jam..darat lg..hikz..), tapi, demi my mom, berangkatlah aq, g bisa bayangin klo emakku sendirian di perjalanan ke banjarmasin. sore menjelang malem, jam 6, berangkat pake travel, duduk di depan,di samping pak supir yang mengendarai xenia ( asyiik..! ),

dimulailah perjalanan ke kal-teng. untung aja duduk di depan, soalnya, di belakang, barengan ma orang pekerja kelapa sawit...yang abis kerja trus brangkat....hmmm..lumayan bau badan lah.....hehhehee..( g bs banyangin klo duduk besebelahan ). diiringi lagu dangdut melayu sepanjang jalan..hehehehe...melintas jalan propinsi, yang mulusnya cuma dikit, selebihnya...wadoeeh...!! goyang dombret lah critanya...hikz..! jalanan rusak akibat truk-truk batubara, ato truk-truk perkebunan sawit.....hmmmm...gimana g rusak jalanan ke kal-teng...?!
apalagi lewat di daerah Pulang Pisau...lewat rawa-rawa yang dibelah buat jalan, sebenernya dah dibikin jalan layang ( kira2 10 km-an lah ), cuma,kenapa ga semuanya dibikin jalan layang..?? 10 km-an masih rusak,kayak dulu2, g beres-beres...tambal sulam mulu....hmmmm...untung masih ketolong ma lagu dangdut melayu yang mendayu-dayu...hahahahaha..
( lagu bang rhoma.dkk yang jadul-jadul...hehhehe..).

akhirnya,jam 10-an nyampe di palangka, ibukota kalteng..yang sueeepiiii pool klo malaem...hikz..( some say this city is the city of PNS, jadi adem ayem klo malem, g kyk banjar ). akhirnya, ketemu ma mommy...mizz her so much..! bermalem di rmh tmnnya mommy, yang abis ada cara keluarga, and..believe it or not...mereka tuh 12 bersaudara...dan masih idup semua..!! weleeh weleeh...what a big family...!!. yang paling tua umur 84 tahun, yang paling muda 35-an, kmarin telat sih datengnya, jd acara mereka dah selesai, jd g bs ngliat seberapa ramenya kluarga mereka pas pada ngumpul....hikz..! early in the morning, me and mom ready to go to banjarmasin, senengnya bisa berperjalanan ma mommy..sama2 doyan ngetour...hehhhehhe...alhamdulillah..perjalanan lancar2 aja, nyampe banjar sore dengan selamat. nah, pas di banjar nih, bingung bgt, mo ngajak diajak jln kemana emakku nih,wong dia dah 3 x kesini, dah pernah kemana2...lagian banjar g banyak tempat menarik untuk buat dikunjungi, akhirnya, ya udah, mommy biar kangen2an aja drumah adik2nya disini, seneng juga klo pada ngumpul nih...walaupun g bs nemenin mommy seharian, pas kerjaan lg banyak bgt...hikz..! untungnya mash bisa curi2 waktu buat bersama my mom..walau cuma pas lunch ma dinner aja. hari kamis pagi, first flight, waktunya my mom pulang , bersyukur bgt bs nganterin mommy ke bandara...hehhhehe..nemenin ampe mo take off..tapi g bawain oleh2 buat papah & bobi..kasian ntar mommy, kebanyakan bawaan..lagian para tante2ku dsni dah bawain oleh2 jg ko....
( hahahahaha ).

thnx for visit,mom..luv u always..!